No one would care

Nothing I do is ever good enough. I got yelled at and told how much of a “no life, loser” I was almost every single day from my family. I couldn’t afford to go to college this semester so I got myself a job. I’m working full time and I’m barely home when I’m awake. My family drinks constantly and it really effects me. I get told all the time how awful of a person I am. I try to go out of my way to be the best person I can be but I guess that’s not good enough. I normally have my friends to go to but they’re all moving away now. I’m single but that’s okay. It’s not bad though, doing my own thing. Though at the end of the day it would be nice to have someone. Things just haven’t worked out in past relationships. I really don’t have anyone left anymore. I wish I could move out and get away from everything but I can’t afford it. Still my family, the ones who are supposed to support me are the ones who tear me down every day. But I put on a smile and act like nothing effects me even though in reality my life really sucks.